Saturday, November 23, 2013

P.S. Goals

Get to Germany next year.

Send a manuscript to an agent.

Get to 105# by New Year's

I think I am sticking to Physics and double majoring with German

X-Files...Again

Saturday night spent watching X-Files and doing Calculus. Ten problems 9 pm to 2:20 am. Wow. I really need to quit watching tv while I do my homework.
But I need to start writing every night. So here I am. This is my health blog. Sort of. So I will write a little about that:
I have quit smoking pretty much all the way.  I still get the urge like on my bday Oct. 1. And I did smoke one and felt effing terrible. The sad thing is that I really don't care if I smoke or not. Just like I have begun not to care about Physics. But I am doing it anyway.
I have not been meditating! unfortunately. I have not been running a lot either which sucks. Next semester I won't have to work as much so I can run more and write more and study more.
I still drink coffee everyday except I limit it to one cup in the morning.

Word of the day is "Twiddle".

I still take a multi-vitamin by Deva. The green one. And I take e3 renew. Pretty much everyday, but sometimes I forget.
I have not been drinking much at all. I super drank on my bday and alcohol poisoned myself. Kind of. I drank 2 beers last night and woke up ok. Kind of. Mostly.

Decided to let go of drawing. I am a writer. I like physics. This is me. Not the artist. I'm a crafty scientist? Not yet. Just a being.

Monday, November 11, 2013

Violet

Thinking about dying my hair purple. That's not why the title is "Violet". It's Hole.

I wish I could drink a lot of alcohol. What the fuck, right? It seems like a drink would be so nice. Three would be nice. Staying up till 3 am after playing pool all night and smoking cigarettes sounds so nice.

But I quit smoking. I hardly ever drink. The only vices I have now are sugar and coffee. Not even sex. Which, if you knew me would be one, but it's not. My sexy man has me whipped. In a weird sort of way. I do get laid though, pretty frequently.

Again, this blog is about my health journey. Ultimate health. Feeling my absolute best. I feel tired. Can't exercise much, but I try to run and do some exercise videos on youtube. I gotta go across country and go to California. See Hollywood. It's all about the experience.

I count calories like a half-assed motherfucker. 1500 a day keeps the pounds away. And really between work and school, I don't have much time to eat. I do squeeze in a lot of web surfing and fucking TV though.

Gotta do Calc.

Later.

I am weird and listening to Hole's "Live Through This" repeatedly.