3dollarsforsevenmovies

Late for Microeconomics. Not worried about it. Worried about my car. Worried about how my image is not reflected from what I see inside my head. I'm a big deal? Ha. I want to be a big deal.
I want to teach physics, draw comics, write comics, and writes novels all day in a victorian style house with a few kittens. I also want to share sadistic humor. I quit drinking, quit smoking. did not quit coffee. The job that shares my principles is stressing me out. If it's supposed to be a career then maybe I get it. But with no raises in sight or advancement. Maybe that shouldn't matter. I'm going to work harder. But I'm also going to work harder on my books. Getting a comic book class lined up and drawing a lot more. And picking up the guitar. Maybe blueberry will help me. Schoolwork will be worked hard on, too.
I love my blueberry very much. I woke up this morning. Already smiling. Touching him. his back. How did I get someone so beautiful, inside and out? He won't even kill Down's syndrome children. Damn. I'm going to give him another BJJ ASAP.

Zee

Drank a lot last night. Spent my last monies. Smoked probably ten cigarettes. Or less. I quit coffee. I drink chai lattes and green tea lattes probably every other day. I eat less now. Lost five pounds. I want to run everyday. I'm trying to drink more juices. Think I'm going to take a nap. And read The Fountainhead. Going to catch up with Jhonen for now. Thinking of writing installments of new book on facebook.

You are SO good (so far)

Tonight is Saturday. Mom/Maria is not here yet. My phone is off. I'm really horny and want to drink. I'm going to dress sexy and keep it in my pants. It's going to be hard. No pun intended. If Bakersfield talks in German I'm going to jump on him. Ok, Health stats: Haven't drank in a week. I may have a couple tonight. And I mean a couple. I'm trying to up wheatgrass shots and veggie juices. Bakersfield got a juicer. I drank two 16oz coffees today, everyday. No smoking except two cigs when I was drunk last week.
I got an old camera from 1973. Yashica, baby. I have to exercise more. Trying to drink more apple cider vinegar. Trying to spoon feed self some molasses because of high iron and potassium content.
I'm going to try to volunteer at SPCA. I'm thinking it will up happiness meter. E.L. is a 5 right now. That's pretty good. I'm into mulit-green kombucha again. Really glad I hooked up with Bakersfield. I need to get a multi-vitamin. (vegan of course) I gotta poop. bye.

Jody Time!!!!

I didn't quit coffee. I did jog today. Felt great. I think there is too much caffeine in my body. Still need to declutter life. I'm going to make a list of stuff to do. Like borrow Precious. And decorate house more Halloween style. Because there are sales of Halloween stuff at the store. Write book. I feel good. Mentally. I was a Dragon!!!
My mom is moving in with me. Whoa. Checking out places downtown for March. Gotta fix bike. Hopefully mom doesn't have any shiz. Bored of this now. Bye.

How Hot is the Oven?

I just drank too much coffee. Well, I'm still drinking it. I'm going to "declutter" my life. (saw this on sign-1-800-DECLUTTER) Throw all papers away. Donate clothes to Fairhaven Thriftstore. Clean out my trunk. I'm going to quit coffee tomorrow and drink tea instead and then no caffeine at least for a couple months or so. When I feel like I can I want to do a Master Cleanse thingie over the/a weekend.
I'm listening to this nice music. Coffee shop-Groove. I think to myself 'where do they live?' People that listen to this music. It sounds like techno. and indie. I'm not being negative, but I feel like they live in a world of rotating pictures, model shots. smiles. It's fake, but who the fuck cares. It just happens to be their reality. I have my own...
today is Halloween. Fucking Halloween. I need to take a walk. (this next song is annoying, maybe I just want silence) Now when I drive I can't even stand NPR. I want to hear nothing. Weird. I guess. I'm hoping it's more mental stability in the right direction. Danny doesn't listen to music very often I think. I'll have to ask. I need my Halloween back. I'll find you. I have to leave this fucking coffee place or I am going to throw this speaker. I don't care about Willie Nelson. Rowr. I am bitchy today. I'm still annoyed I have to scare people for one more night. Damn it. And it's still going to be fun. Bye.

Developed A Taste for Cars?!

I don't mind you comin here...3 days left of Nightmare. I feel good. No drinking, no smoking. Eating moderately healthy. No exercise though. Ate lots of chips.

Steatopygia!

I miss George John a lot. It's only been 3 days. Meh. It's a good missing though. I would like to sleep. And wish very much that people would stop talking to me. Shit. Someone just talked to me. Going to move downtown. Hopefully, this will make my mind feel better to hardly drive at all.
I start yoga and cardio classes November 15th. This should up healthy levels. Really wanted to drink last night. And smoke cigarettes. Even went so far as to pull up to Crazy Fox and then drive away. Bakersfield was out drunk and dancing. Made me very anxious. And that was going to be my tipping point. And I thought about that in that exact moment and felt like that was probably not good. I need to stretch in the morning everyday and cut down on coffee. Up water. When I start making up multiple reasons why I should do something...Very glad I didn't drink. Super tired after 6 hours of sleep. Probably just worn out in general. Read over what I have for "Spirit Knight". It is very loose. My storyline is way off. I may have to edit stuff in first book. Need to tighten up Gem's character.