Tooth Pain! and Penises or Penii

Sitting at work again. What a bad habit. Still trying for optimum health. Still kinda gluten free. I don't want to bake anymore. It takes up too much time. Comic book making and book writing is much more fun. I'll just buy all the delicious vegan treats at Park+Vine. It's weird working at all these places. Thank physics this place is vegan. and hopefully my last place of employment where anyone can have my job. I do love it but I can't wait to make some big bucks and live comfortably and buy lots of stuff here! So I need to drink water in the morning to stay hydrated. Eat more meals all raw and snacks and everything! Must have Vita mix. Cross fingers that Bakersfield will get one. And come hug me. Drinking a raspberry chia kombucha. Tastes healthy. bye.

Gluten-Free! Kinda...

I really need to put pictures on here. On my way to optimum health I have decided to give up gluten. I'm eating glutino pretzels and wayfare's Mexicheddar. I miss my friends. Need to get my bike fixed. I'm going to start my own gluten-free vegan baking thing I think. I moved downtown. I'm going to try and incorporate raw vegan dessert, too. Gotta work bye. 

Life is over one day at a time

I have an urge to watch Fight Club. Listening to MSI. Sitting at work I have to close and I have to hurry up. I want a candy bar. I want to be raw vegan. No drinking no smoking no caffeine. No car. No personal space. Going to write my books like a beast. Finish the comic in a collaboration. Finish the fucked up screenplay and make more screenplays. Raw vegan. Tomorrow or saturday. Doing some grocery shopping to be raw vegan forever. Yoga and running and weights.

Fuck Ethics

I got a 15 out of 50 on my position paper. It totally pissed me off. Even though I know I was stressed and didn't want to put in the effort. I cannot afford to do this in any other class. I need to make all A's. This may have cost me an A. I am very disappointed in myself. I need to make sure that my life is in order and be in control.
I am really super stressed out right now. I am going to knock out a bunch of things on my to do list and then I am going to run for thirty minutes and then call Bakersfield if he doesn't communicate by then. Breathe Sarah. You can do this. As for the major problem of your mother...well, I'm not sure yet. She did call mama to help you. That was nice. Maybe you can just ask her to live in community housing. hmm. Talk to Danny about this. I mean she does like to use the system. Anyway. I need some space. If caffeine is upping stress level. I think it is. Breathe. Everything's ok. I can fix a lot of things if I take control right now.

the evil dead!

laying beside giraffe. he just saw a dragon fly. goig

3dollarsforsevenmovies

Late for Microeconomics. Not worried about it. Worried about my car. Worried about how my image is not reflected from what I see inside my head. I'm a big deal? Ha. I want to be a big deal.
I want to teach physics, draw comics, write comics, and writes novels all day in a victorian style house with a few kittens. I also want to share sadistic humor. I quit drinking, quit smoking. did not quit coffee. The job that shares my principles is stressing me out. If it's supposed to be a career then maybe I get it. But with no raises in sight or advancement. Maybe that shouldn't matter. I'm going to work harder. But I'm also going to work harder on my books. Getting a comic book class lined up and drawing a lot more. And picking up the guitar. Maybe blueberry will help me. Schoolwork will be worked hard on, too.
I love my blueberry very much. I woke up this morning. Already smiling. Touching him. his back. How did I get someone so beautiful, inside and out? He won't even kill Down's syndrome children. Damn. I'm going to give him another BJJ ASAP.

Zee

Drank a lot last night. Spent my last monies. Smoked probably ten cigarettes. Or less. I quit coffee. I drink chai lattes and green tea lattes probably every other day. I eat less now. Lost five pounds. I want to run everyday. I'm trying to drink more juices. Think I'm going to take a nap. And read The Fountainhead. Going to catch up with Jhonen for now. Thinking of writing installments of new book on facebook.