Shit.

I've had an awful epiphany about X-files I don't want to believe. The whole thing is driven by Mulder trying to find his sister. WTF. I'm going to keep watching some more because that's what I do. Scully only stays in because she's in love with Mulder. It's not about finding the truth. And you know what else it's not about. Having a fucking awesome job as an FBI agent that works on supernatural cases. What's that degree? Scully and Mulder should talk more about their weird experiences, maybe talk about it over a glass of wine or beer.

Blood Ending

I'm addicted to this show's ending song. My armhair stands on end.

The show itself. So deep and multi-layered. For me. I had been avoiding it for a time on the evil/soso Netflix. It kind of hurt me to look at. It was too beautiful. I was afraid of letting myself feel like that.

I try to go over why it affects me so deeply. Makes me feel alive. The risk, the way in which his actions separate him from almost everyone in society and yet he has people who love him. And that doesn't matter to him. His love is strong for a few. Everyone else he could care less about. And his addiction is executing. And he is smart. Very smart.

I lost this feeling. I have to do German now.

Yorgo's in Norfolk

So while visiting my fam in Virginia, Bakersfield and I came upon this wonderful place. They had an amazing vegan menu. We split a BBQ gardein chicken bagel and a philly cheesesteak wrap.

 

Yum

Christ-Mass Schtuff & New Year's

I went to Virginia Beach to visit my mom's family. 

                                                                  my uncle joey

 

aunt stacy and danny

             I was able to go to two vegan-ish restaurants while here. So I will post about those next.