I got a 15 out of 50 on my position paper. It totally pissed me off. Even though I know I was stressed and didn't want to put in the effort. I cannot afford to do this in any other class. I need to make all A's. This may have cost me an A. I am very disappointed in myself. I need to make sure that my life is in order and be in control.
I am really super stressed out right now. I am going to knock out a bunch of things on my to do list and then I am going to run for thirty minutes and then call Bakersfield if he doesn't communicate by then. Breathe Sarah. You can do this. As for the major problem of your mother...well, I'm not sure yet. She did call mama to help you. That was nice. Maybe you can just ask her to live in community housing. hmm. Talk to Danny about this. I mean she does like to use the system. Anyway. I need some space. If caffeine is upping stress level. I think it is. Breathe. Everything's ok. I can fix a lot of things if I take control right now.
Monday, January 30, 2012
Sunday, January 29, 2012
Friday, January 27, 2012
3dollarsforsevenmovies
Late for Microeconomics. Not worried about it. Worried about my car. Worried about how my image is not reflected from what I see inside my head. I'm a big deal? Ha. I want to be a big deal.
I want to teach physics, draw comics, write comics, and writes novels all day in a victorian style house with a few kittens. I also want to share sadistic humor. I quit drinking, quit smoking. did not quit coffee. The job that shares my principles is stressing me out. If it's supposed to be a career then maybe I get it. But with no raises in sight or advancement. Maybe that shouldn't matter. I'm going to work harder. But I'm also going to work harder on my books. Getting a comic book class lined up and drawing a lot more. And picking up the guitar. Maybe blueberry will help me. Schoolwork will be worked hard on, too.
I love my blueberry very much. I woke up this morning. Already smiling. Touching him. his back. How did I get someone so beautiful, inside and out? He won't even kill Down's syndrome children. Damn. I'm going to give him another BJJ ASAP.
I want to teach physics, draw comics, write comics, and writes novels all day in a victorian style house with a few kittens. I also want to share sadistic humor. I quit drinking, quit smoking. did not quit coffee. The job that shares my principles is stressing me out. If it's supposed to be a career then maybe I get it. But with no raises in sight or advancement. Maybe that shouldn't matter. I'm going to work harder. But I'm also going to work harder on my books. Getting a comic book class lined up and drawing a lot more. And picking up the guitar. Maybe blueberry will help me. Schoolwork will be worked hard on, too.
I love my blueberry very much. I woke up this morning. Already smiling. Touching him. his back. How did I get someone so beautiful, inside and out? He won't even kill Down's syndrome children. Damn. I'm going to give him another BJJ ASAP.
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