Project Rainbow MacBeth

I'm making a moat around my apartment building to keep out riff-raff. If anyone has any alligators laying around to donate to this cause, that would be awesome. If they're vegetarian that would be even better.

P.S. Vegetarian because I just want to scare people not kill them.

No Monies!!!

I have not smoked or drank and I don't know how long but, I feel good today. I'm really broke. I am more prone to sadness when I am more healthy.

Very Conflicted About Today

I was told there is enough food being produced to feed everyone. Theoretically, famine should not exist. The U.S. Gov't has to store food because there is too much. There are reasons we do things the way we do them. I guess the biggest problem in the world is that people don't have enough information. And they don't care. I'm not sure how this feels. I interpret this as "We're [humans] are just a big bunch of stupid assholes."
I cannot fail Pre-cal 2, Charles. You did not turn in your lab report. Your priorities are off. I know you want more time but, I can't give it to you right now. You think there's this veil? Well, all the information is here. You just need to learn it. You're an asshole.

I'm very hungry right now. Thank goodness I only have one class left. I think I'm going to read something about neutrinos being faster than light. I need a nap, too.

p.s. I added the guitar last just because I wanted a picture.

Calculator Batteries

Hmmm...[I just deliberated over how many "m's" to use for that. (Did I even write "m's" correctly? I'm just going to stop.)]

I'm feeling sensitive in spurts now. Breathe in. The air smells so nice when you don't smoke. I was going to go to the bar but, I think that would be too much for me right now.  I can't wait to run regularly. Lily said she wants to run with me. I like that.

A yoga class and a cardio class next quarter. I'm going to up my game at work. I want to cook more. It would be nice to cook more vegan dishes better since most of the time I just eat whatever. I need glasses. No one should read my blog because it's just me talking to myself. shit.

Xor

If I did have a laser gun, it probably wouldn't make that sound. I'd have to add it.

Whoa! You said you have movie flashes, too!

When I am in Pre-cal 2 class, my mind is blown all the time. You might think my teacher would think I was weird, but I think he enjoys how much I like it even though I never do my homework or study. Swive it.
So, 3 and a half days no-smoking. I feel sharper. Wow. Healthy mind, healthy body correlation. Charles, you're stupid.
I am my own experiment. Hmm. No smoking. No alcohol. No chips. No fried food. Cardiovascular exercise that gets my heart rate up at least 4 times a week. I don't do this for nothing, you know. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. Watch out! Here comes a train! Fuck. Just like that Stephen King book. I can't say the same for other people.
I hate when I write "q's" because I was always fuck up and write them as "g's" first.
I read somewhere being raw vegan lets you sleep less and function the same. It's sorta true from my experience. Except I crave potatoes like a motherswiver.
I have to stay super healthy. I enjoy math class so much when I can pay attention. I enjoy it hungover, too, but I need to understand this shit. All the way.
I have Digital Combinational Logic class now. I need to go for a run.
T. Games is my new health enemy. He doesn't know it though. And he's vegetarian. Which I think is ok. Vegan is not the healthiest form of diet if you just happen to be "vegan". I would have Bakersfield as my health enemy but with his Dilineatarianism [sp? (this is double funny, but none of you know about that)] I'm not sure how to gauge the invisible battle in my head. Not sure about chess either. Which we haven't even discussed. If B.O. can beat me after I've practiced then I'm fucked (swived). Holy physics. He probably will. Oh, man. New plan must be made. Stay tuned Earthlings...

Wheely Bugs For Grown-ups

I am the Burrito King!

Bakersfield is a nice place this time of year.

I'm always weirded out by how much bad grammar infuriates me. I'm done drinking because mostly it ruins my grammar skills.

DBT

Designated Baby Thrower. Ha. Just kidding. But no really. DGK is DBH. Designated Baby Holder. I dub thee.
Really not happy. Track this process, Charles. Very unhealthy. I don't care about feigning happiness. I'd rather create and be complacent. Everything is slipping. Gonna fall off the Earth for a week. "Fall off the Earth"? Weird euphemism.

Gravel Dancing Cont'd

Holy Physics! I got to do it in some random building (with a really hot man). I am so fucking elated by this.
Haven't smoked for 2 and a half days. My brain is psycho right. Seriously. Drank lots last night. Beer. Rum&cokes. That licorice-german shot. Don't remember the swiving. Really bummed by this. It was probably epic. Wow. Letting life fall by the wayside. Not happy about this. I need a huge detox and a vacation. Not to be corny and lame but I am super stoked about__. Shh. It's a secret. Not. He's fucking awesome.

Some Kind Of Start

I've decided to track my progress in becoming more healthy. I'm vegan. I don't cheat. I drink alcohol ( a lot of it) about 3-4 times a week. I smoke about a pack of cigarettes when I drink. I exercise probably about twice every two weeks. Either a run or some weighted exercises. Today my name is Rupert/Brittany. My thoughts feel scattered and I do not feel quick-witted. I have to go.